In exactly one week my journey begins. The week before a big trip is a unique time, it is part of the whole experience- full of a roller coaster of emotions and feelings. I have managed to get through them thus far, and am actually fighting off mentally checking out (my ever expanding to-do list keeps me grounded). It seems that at this point in the process I loose sight of what and why I am doing what I am. So as a re-cap...
-- I am spending 2 weeks traveling Europe with my best friend Shannon
-- I am finishing up college by interning with an international program, Child Family Healthy Internation (CFHI) where I will be working and learning about the health care system in India. I will spend 5 weeks in Northern India traveling around different areas and learning about more rural/traditional medical practices. After this I will head to central west India to Pune (relatively close to Mumbai) to work in a Maternal and Child clinic for the remaining 5 weeks.
-- Then to round out the whole experience I will fly to Malaysia and meet back up with Shannon and see where she will be working and then we will travel through Malaysia and southern Thailand up to Bangkok where we will catch our flight home.
That is the gist of what I'm doing, now as for WHY I'm doing this... Since returning home from Taiwan, all I wanted to do was get on a plane and just GO. the world seemed so accessible, so real, so huge and inviting. Now that months have passed, I've gotten... comfortable shall we say and am needing to remind myself that this trip is what I have been dreaming of for over 9 months. I WANT to go: to travel and see the world, to see if the medical field (nursing) is a fit for me, to learn, to help others, to challenge myself.
After talking with a good friend, I've realized that this trip is not about going out and trying to save all the starving, poor, hurting children in India. I am not a doctor, I will not be able to save lifes or make a lasting difference. But I may be able to help one person, to make their scary trip to the doctor a little more comfortable. I may be able to affect one life that then in turn helps many others. In the end, the person who will get the most from this experience is me. I'm not trying to go out and change the world, I'm going to let the world change me.